Why my nephew is my teacher

He’s been walking for two weeks now. Walking in his wobbly drunken way.

When we fall down we get up again — it’s one of the lessons we remind ourselves of, when stuff happens that doesn’t feel so good — but when you watch a baby toddler do it over and over again, something deep in your bones wakes up and it’s as if there has never been a more obvious and intuitive lesson than this.

When Noah falls down he laughs and gets up again. He does it over and over again and he never gives up.

When he sees something he wants, whether it’s the cat’s food bowl or his favourite toy, he puts his whole being into acquiring it; he doesn’t waste any time wondering if he deserves it.

Everything is a toy to Noah. Everything is fun. Everything is a joy to taste, touch, hear, see.

He loves cucumber chunks. And soggy Rice Krispies. And sipping tea from his nana’s mug.

He likes to sit in the flower beds and crumble the soil in his hands; he passed me the smallest leaves he found.

I love seeing the world through his eyes.

He is my teacher.


And then he was one


Can you believe it?
We had such a wonderful birthday weekend for our little man, it was really hard coming home this morning.
REALLY hard.
We don’t call him Wobble anymore — he really is Noah, now. He’s becoming his own little man.
He loves broccoli and carrots, and feeding himself, and he especially loves his Nana.
Yesterday morning we were playing in the living room when he took his first steps to me, and i swear, my heart exploded with pride, right there, as I sat on the floor and he collapsed into my lap, laughing his head off.
These are the best days.
The best.