I’m going into hospital tomorrow to have my fibroids removed. The procedure is called a laproscopic myomectomy and hopefully it won’t be upgraded to anything else half way through — everyone is under strict instructions to LOOK AFTER MY WOMB! at all costs.
While I’ve been under general anaesthetic before (a story for another time, perhaps) I’ve never had an actual cutting-and-stitching internal operation, so I’m feeling pretty nervous, understandably. I’m nervous about the post-operative pain. I’m nervous about staying overnight in hospital. I’m anxious about having no control over events. I’m resistant to surrendering my independence and being looked after for a while.
But even with all that jangling around my head, I completely and utterly trust my body.
I started writing a couple more paragraphs here about what I’m realising and what I’m learning yadda yadda but you know what? For now I’m just going to inhabit my body and be fully present to whatever it needs — whatever I need — and we’ll see how we get on this week. Hopefully I’ll be pain-free going forward as I step into my future, ready to release old pains from the past as my womb heals and my luscious self returns.
See you on the other side x
Blessings to you, Susannah. I hope all goes well for you.
Also, I LOVE your tattoos.
Good luck! Hope it goes well.
Ps. Beautiful tattoo.
Best wishes to you, Susannah, for a smooth procedure with no hiccups, and a speedy recovery. Take good care!
I wish you all the best as you jump full steam over this bump in the road. Luv.
Dear Susannah…You will be in my thoughts and prayers that all goes well and for a quick recovery…I don’t know if you would have time to get this series..but if you do they have helped me thru some surgeries…and clearing the anesthesia after…
https://www.monroeinstitute.org/node/1408
Peace
Latifa
Susannah remember pain is your body and mind telling you that you are alive and feeling which can be an exquisite feeling of aliveness – don’t ignore it for it will soon be gone as you heal but learn from what it has to give you. Lots of well wishes and take care – your blogs have helped me immensely so I can only thank you and share my experiences in the hope that they help you too. sincerely, maureen
trust and faith that everything goes well.
You are in my prayers Susannah!
Deepest blessings to you, Susannah. You’ll be held in the light. Peace.
Thinking of you, dear Susannah, and holding you, with gentleness and light, in my thoughts and my heart. I have had similar (though not exactly the same) surgical procedures on my womb and relate deeply to that words you wrote and the feelings you describe. Being in my body, being present to what is happening has been very helpful to me and has helped to carry me through the experience. I hope it does for you as well. The other thing that has been of great comfort for me is the feelings of love and support that I know are with me. And I know you carry with you so much love and support, including mine. xo.
Wishing you healing and peace in your head. Keeping those good thoughts. HUGS!
Good lucky honey, and I know you are in good hands :)
Best of wishes to you, I hope that it goes well and that your recovery is fast and good too. xx
Thinking of you… Wishing you a quick recovery!
best of luck Susannah, I hope it all goes well and you heal well too. I will hold you in my prayers tonight
Holding you in the light today and always.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I’ve had a similar surgery, scary but you will do great!
Sending you my prayers and wishes for a peaceful recovery, Susanna. Lots of sleep, some nourishing words and pretty images from your fave books or some new magazines will have you on the mend soon! <3
Sending you prayers, love, and light. I hope you have a speedy recovery.
Thinking of you and hoping you have a very speedy recovery. Much love xx
Love and blessings to you Susannah! I hope your healing is fast!
Best wishes for a speedy recovery! I’m sending you positive healing vibes.
My Best Wishes for you! xox
Sending you hugs, smoothies and fairy dust!
Susannah, I am keeping you in my thoughts tonight and sending prayers for a speedy recovery. I know that surgery can be scary, but trust in your doctor and trust in your body’s magical ability to mend. xo
Thinking of you and hoping that it all went well and according to plan. Asking that Archangel Raphael surround you with his love and healing light. Take care and hugs.
hope everything goes well!
Hope it went okay love and you are feeling brighter and breezier today…kisses for you and your precious womb xxx
Heres to a speedy recovery, sending you love and hugs :))
My best wishes to you ! Have a calm recovery :)
Look into Budwig protocol. I used and continue to use this preventativly with miraculous results.
Back from the brink a 4th time and hopefully my last!
WISH YOU BETTER SUSANNAH XX
Wishing you lots of positivity and strength and of course healing vibes Susannah x
I will be thinking about you and hoping your recovery is easy. Just get plenty of rest and relaxation.
Huge hug,
Angela
Wishing you well Susannah. I think as women we experience to teach others, it helps us through the difficult times. Healing hugs to you, Jayne x
Sending you light + healing + wishes for a speedy recovery! Peace keep you.
Best Wishes for a quick recovery leaving you and your body in the best of shape.
I had this procedure done about this time last year. I tell you, the whole informed consent discussion had me pretty nervous, but everything went well, and recovery was a breeze. Hope it all goes well for you.
Sending you love and prayers Sussanah!!! God bless your body ??
Sending love and warm wishes to you and your body for a speedy recovery. Katie. X
Blessings and a quick recovery.
Health and blessings to you. Hopefully you are far out of the spooky woods by now. Lovely to see all the love and light sent your way =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSANNAH!!! We are the same age for one month and I can tell you from the far end that 42 is bloody brilliant. Sending love xxx
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